Friday, May 30

Gala Concert

Dear Ones,

I haven't had many Israeli adventures in the last month, mainly because I haven't been in Israel -- I spent most of the lusty month of May running around Scotland and England.  Twas a right kick to be back again -- lots of hard work, but also a surprising amount (even for me)  of 16-yr Lagavulin. Mmm.

I got back to Israel Sunday after an all-night flight and hit the ground running with 2 final rehearsals for a major gala concert (I'd missed nearly a month of practices!) and a talk at Tel Aviv University all by Wednesday.  Thank goodness this week is over.

While in Scotland I stayed in the country with my co-author and his family -- which includes a pony, two dogs, two gerbils, a feisty 7-yr old who doesn't like me building things with her legos but I do it anyway (I tell her I'm allowed to play with any toy I want because people with PhDs get to play with any toy they want, and that this is probably the best reason to get a PhD in the first place), and over 30 acres of gardens and sheeps and explosive rhododendrons.  I walked in the woods at least once a day -- here are a few pictures of one such stroll (though the rhododendrons weren't yet in bloom, one could just sense their latent energy).  Ah, Bonnie Scotland!
















The gala concert on Wednesday night was a whole big to-do. The concept of gala concerts is, for me, one of the more bewildering and inexplicable features of civilized humanity. I don't understand why people ever, ever, ever ever ever agree to put on galas and then encourage people to pay to attend them.  Let alone in a country such as this one, where people are already inclined toward disarray, tardiness, argumentation, incessant talking, rambunctious disobedience to authority and truly remarkable levels of stubbornness.  I witnessed the outbreak of several -- several -- verbal barrages between women that nearly came to blows.  (The guys, for the most part, just hung out and talked on their phones...all during rehearsal.)  

We spent three hours on the day of the concert just practicing how to hold our folders between songs, how to transition from one location to another, etc., and by the end of it even those with papal temperaments were feeling stabby (stabby /sta•bee/ adjective, informal: feeling the need, desire or proclivity to stab proximate humans with such dull inanimate objects as may be readily obtained).  

Miraculously (and I don't use the word lightly) everything came together in concert with the orchestra and a packed house, and I think -- yes, I think that in the end, music may even have been made.   The Oratorio is comprised of 5 separate choirs, and the Chamber Choir (the one I'm in) got to sing two short pieces all by ourselves, inbetween Vivaldi's Magnificat and various Opera choruses performed by all 3000 Oratorio singers (well, closer to 200.  But it FELT like 3000).  

Someone videoed our pieces and posted them on you-tube (good ole youtube! I can still remember the day when, as a sophomore in college (!), I was first sent a link to a video on youtube. I believe the video was of a horse kicking a chicken onto the roof of a shed.  I thought to myself "What the heeeeelll?" and then "Hm.  This 'you tube' could be big...")

So, without further ado, the Chamber Choir performing Carissimi's "Plorate Filli Israel" followed by Nicolson's "O Pray for the Peace of Jerusalem" (DO, in fact, pray for the peace of this crazy, intense people).

Here's to a calmer week!


  


Friday, May 2

Holy Saturday & Easter Sunday

Holy Saturday

I spent the morning resting quietly and preparing for that night -- I was going to attend three separate church services from three different denominations, two of which would be Easter Vigils lasting over two hours.  

While I read and snoozed away the morning, the ceremony of the Holy Fire was taking place at (surprise!) the Church of the Holy Sepulcher.  This is a fascinating ceremony, but since I didn't go I won't spend time explaining it; instead, here's a brief news clip (narrated with an astonishing level of disinterest) all about this year's ceremony:





You just know that if I'd have been there, my hair would have gone up in a flash of smoke and glory faster than you can say Watch It There With Those Candlesticks, Dear Sweet 4-Ft-Tall Nun from the Philippines.  As the news clip says, the Holy Fire is taken (by car!) to Bethlehem and also to churches all over Jerusalem.  What they neglect to mention is that after the ceremony, some poor dude from the Greek Orthodox church has to immediately board a private leer jet and fly the Holy Fire to the Vatican.  Yes.  I, too, find this hard to reconcile with the usual safety standards for air travel.  But I guess you just can't screw around with miraculous fire.

  
I went to the first of three Holy Saturday services alone. It was a cool, breezy day with thick clouds (a rare thing in Jerusalem) and scattered droplets of much needed rain.  More appropriate weather for Good Friday, but what can one do?  The service was a contemporary Evangelical service to take place outside by the Garden Tomb -- a beautiful garden with ancient tombs located just outside the Old City gates, where most Protestant traditions say Jesus was actually buried (as opposed to Orthodox and Catholic tradition, who say the tomb is inside the Church of the Holy Sepulcher).  The service was in Arabic and English, and was led by Christian pastors from all kinds of backgrounds; Messianic Jews, Palestinian Christians and Evangelical Christians from western churches made up the bulk of the congregation.

Afterwards I joined the British brothers and A for a delicious Arabic meal (can anyone say 'no' to endless varieties of grilled spiced meats?), and then the boys went off to their Catholic Easter Vigil at St Stephan's while A and I went a few blocks farther north to attend the Anglican vigil at St George's.

Outside the entrance to St George's, a small pit of smoldering charcoal -- it had been lit by The Holy Fire that afternoon, and as we entered the sanctuary we all ignited candles from that same source and waited in darkness for the announcement that Christ was Risen.  It was a joyful service, concluding with one of the more rousing sing-alongs to the Hallelujah Chorus I've ever participated in, all accompanied gamely by the little old lady who has played organ at St George's since before time.

A and I then slowly made our way to St Stephan's -- we knew for sure the Catholic Vigil would be just now, a full hour after its start, getting into the real swing of things.  The entrance to this church was also marked with a small bed of charcoal which by this time in the evening burned lovely and low, and which had -- like at St George's -- received its initial flame from The Holy Fire.  

Beyond the embers we entered the sanctuary on tip-toe and were greeted with a breathtaking sight: this church, built from the ruins of a fortress designed in the incomparable Mamluk style (including signature rose-and-white layered stone), with its huge vaulted ceilings and glittering floor-to-ceiling mosaics, was filled to capacity with thousands of worshippers from around the world, sitting in rapt silence as a choir told us all, once again, the whole story of Christianity. In chant. In French.



After two hours or so of listening in darkness, the time finally came to announce the Resurrection -- to rise and sing Gloria! as bells were rung with reckless abandon and light once again flooded the sanctuary.  It was the most transcendent moment I've experienced to date in Jerusalem; it was a waking dream of great beauty and scope.  I recorded several seconds of it to try, in some small manner, to share the experience.  It falls achingly short of the real moment, but listen for all the bells anyway:




The mass ended at midnight, and after the many rows of clergy had processed out of the church, representatives from congregations from the breadth and depth of all Africa filled the aisles with their colorful apparel, dancing and singing and generally inspiring widespread revelry.  It was a true celebration, and as I left the courtyard with my new trio of friends we knew we weren't prepared for the night to be finished.  We headed back to A's apartment, where we drank Israeli wine (it's not bad) and talked until four in the morning. We covered am impressively broad range of topics, including but not limited to: a comparative analysis of the strengths/weaknesses of the last three popes, how cool we all think the current pope is, what's the deal with Catholics and the pope anyway, education in the West Bank, the worsening problem of Jewish extremist culture, the failure of peace talks yet again, how to make hollandaise sauce without curdling it, what the inside of a human lung looks like, and what it was like growing up in our different families and different faiths.

We crawled into our beds at 4:15 am, and at 5 am a series of carefully timed alarm clocks sounded, one after the other, from various locations around the apartment, to wake us for the Sunrise Easter Service at the Lutheran compound atop Mount of Olives.


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Headlines: 19 April 2014


Easter Sunday

If Good Friday had been inappropriately glorious weather, then sure enough the one time we four would be in Jerusalem on Easter Sunday and hauled our tired... souls out of bed after 45 minutes of sleep in order to watch the sun rise over the Judaean desert and announce the empty tomb... well, than sure enough it was hazy and we saw no sun that day.

Alas.  Here, though, is a picture of the little congregation taking communion above the settlements of the West Bank.  If you look closely enough, you will see "the wall" snaking out from the garden below us and into the vast and dusty horizon toward Jordan, separating Israel from not-Israel.  



I must have accidentally air-brushed this picture (I don't understand technology!) because it wasn't this colorful.  It was, sadly, only a palette of grays in the sky and dusty yellow stone.  And the light green of desert plants, too.  No pink though.  Can't explain the pink.  

We shared a bacon-ie breakfast (pork! in Jerusalem! HOORAY!) with this tiny but eclectic group of early-risers, and then A and I said goodbye to the Brit brothers and drove to Bethlehem, where we spent the rest of the day in the company of a fiery, vivacious, passionate, loving, dance-ie Palestinian family, sharing with them an Easter Feast.  




It was very strange to have spent, just a few days prior, Passover meal in the company of a fiery, vivacious, passionate, loving, dance-ie Jewish family.  My heart was both consoled and deeply saddened when reflecting on these things. So similar, and so far apart: these families -- these cultures  -- these religions. So much beauty, love, and deep-seated joy.  And yet, political impasse after impasse. Continual streams of stories of murder and abuse and terror and sickness and tears, from every side.  From all sides.

When will it end?  

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Headlines: 20 April, 2014





Maundy Thursday & Good Friday

Maundy Thursday

I attended an evening service at St George's Cathedral, where my new best friend A was singing in the choir.  Afterwards, a group of about 30 of us -- including laity and clergy from all over the world -- silently march to Gethsemane carrying a large wooden cross.  We are accosted by a few of the Muslims leaving evening worship at Al-Aqsa Mosque -- Thursday sunset is the beginning of Islam's holy day, and so busloads of worshippers were on their way home after attending mosque just as we walked past.  Most of them watched curiously, but silently, as our small band of noiseless Christians waded through the current of families and friends exiting the Old City.  A few young men spat and shouted angry words.

We continued our march past the heated tempers and frantic honking of the traffic jam occurring at the bottom of the Mount of Olives, and processed into the deep, dark, cool of the olive trees and ancient stones of Gethsemane until we were well insulated from acoustic reminders of modernity.

photo from Gethsemane, courtesy of Al & Judy Melton (fellow Jerusalem bloggers)

We took seats along a low wall of rock and gazed in silence down at the Temple Mount, and to modern Jerusalem lighting the hills beyond.

Some of us, though, looked up at the night sky: there were the ancient stars, constant in their vigil, arrayed very nearly as they had been on the night Jesus had prayed in this garden several thousand years ago.  Had he looked up and seen Sirius, the brightest star in the spring sky? Had he made his prayer of agony and immeasurable suffering looking to the heavens, and instead of seeing a way out of it all he saw only the still, distant radiance of Betelgeuse and Rigel? Did mighty Orion shine his light down into that dark garden, and was he noticed by God Incarnate, who, on his knees, was pierced by the dry grass and stained by over-ripe olives?

There in that place, it wasn't so hard to imagine.  We stayed there in silence for some time.  Eventually a few people spoke, and we sang together old hymns chronicling the dark hours to follow Jesus as he rose from his quaking supplication and received Judas' kiss.

After a time, and without any words, we each left our place in the garden and made our way home.

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Headlines, 17 April 2014


Good Friday

At 6am my friend A (with whom I spent most of Holy Week) and I left her apartment in East Jerusalem and took the Light Rail to Damascus Gate.  There we were briefly looked over by several Israeli guards and allowed to enter the Old City (a group of 3 teenage Arabic boys trying to enter at the same time were not so lucky-- they were detained and full searches performed).

A and I made our way to the entrance of the Holy Sepulcher -- my friend Gregor the monk (in the Franciscan order that serves at Church of the Holy Sepulcher) had told us to try to make it to the 7am Passion of St John, in Latin, that he and the other Franciscans would sing on Golgotha.  The plaza outside the church was brimming with tired, sun burnt, angst-ridden pilgrims from all over the world, pushing shoving and clawing to get closer to the still-locked doors.

As is tradition, the Ladder of the Status Quo stood propped against the church's wooden doors; the Christian family that are custodians to the Church (and have been for many generations) come to the door dressed in their traditional regalia, and rap on the door loudly with silver-coated staffs. After a moment, the Muslim family that holds the keys to the Church (it is the same family that has held the keys since the 15th Century, I believe!) make their appearance, unlock the doors, and a stream of clerics of all orders and stripes floods the sacred space.

And after that come the tourists.

Madness.

"Knock..." 

"...and the door shall be opened unto you. And also unto your digital recording devices."


My friend and I made it inside the doors of the Church just as they are closed and once again locked -- yes, locked --keeping the first several hundred of us inside the Church for the duration of the Good Friday services (one in Arabic for the Orthodox and one in Latin for the Catholics).  The doors were locked from 7am until 10:45, and I must say I am grateful that despite all the candles and fire and tension, we all lived to see Saturday.  At which point more fire happened (see below).

There is of course a rush of persons who try to climb the steep steps up to the chapel on Golgotha, where the Franciscans hold their Latin ceremony.  A and I stand against the wall and silently observe the madness.  Eventually it settles down, and we hear music from the choir above and smell the burning fragrance of Catholic incense (it smells very different from the incense the Orthodox use!) as it drifts down to us below.  A, my friend, is to her very core a people-person (in contrast to my increasing introversion) and she immediately befriends one of the Christian Guard with silver-coated staffs who basically referee the holy-hullabaloo in that Church.  His name is Jack, and he's cool.  Jack and A talk for a while (I can only assume he's already telling A his life story.  She's the sort of person other people immediately want to tell their life story to) and then he nods over to me, and allows A and me to climb up the steps and enter the service.

We get to the top -- to Golgotha -- just as my friend Gregor the Monk (that's fun to say) was singing the words of Pontius Pilate: "What is Truth?" he asks Jesus -- "Quid est veritas?"




When we are finally released from the Church A and I have a little brunch outside the Old City at the lovely and spacious Notre Dame de Jerusalem.  It is a great relief to have escaped the intensity and crowds and soldiers of both the IDF and the PLO -- along with their assault rifles -- filling the streets and markets within Old Jerusalem.  We luxuriate in the gardens of Notre Dame and drink fresh-squeezed carrot juice, and make plans to meet new friends of ours --two Catholic brothers (not "brothers" like My Friend Gregor the Monk -- they were actual siblings) from England -- and walk the Via Dolorosa that afternoon.

Notre Dame of Jerusalem

Walking the Via Dolorosa was yet another crowded, intense, rifle-filled experience and under the beating sun and shamelessly brilliant blue sky of Good Friday afternoon in Jerusalem, the two brothers and I suddenly grew very weary of it all.  We finished the Stations of the Cross inside (once again) the Church of the Holy Sepulcher.  I went in for a moment and immediately turned to leave again -- it was more densely packed than that morning and I became really terrified in a crowd for the first time in my life.  I pushed and shoved and flung myself back out into the open air and hid around a corner, kneeling in the shadow of other tourists, until I'd caught my breath and calmed my heartbeat.

Eventually the boys rejoined me and we got OUT of there.  In a quiet part of the Old City (oh yes, we found one!) we ordered cold beer and sat in the shade discussing Mideast politics, the role of sacred space in Catholicism versus in Protestantism, and whether or not Tony Blair was currently staying in the American Colony Hotel just outside Damascus Gate and if so, how could we stalk him for a while, you know, just for kicks.  And we vowed over our pints of Taybeh not to re-enter the Old City for the remainder of Holy Week.  To that promise we adhered.